Wednesday, October 6, 2010

By Request-Put That In Your Blog And Suck It!

My previous post struck a nerve.Allllll day he's been mentioning things about my personal life that I have left out of my blog and says "put that in your blog!" Well okay then.

I have been sleeping with a married man and father for months now. I met him through his friend who pushed my last button. The retaliation was a fantastic success.

This married man has since been telling me he loves me, which I never believed, and hope he never believed me when I said it back, it was only polite conversation. We sang and danced and laughed and played together. I used him for sex and affection.

I am in the process of divorce, I am not privy to the status of that situation because I did not pay the lawyer. I am merely waiting for paperwork to come in the mail so that I can change my name. My ex-husband lives in Texas, I do not talk to him, I live on my own, I take care of myself.....I am divorced.

What else did you want me to put in my blog? Oh yeah. This one I swore to secrecy so I'm really sorry, I can't help you, but I'll say what I can.

Last night I was called late to assist someone whom I love dearly with a situation that I will remain completely helpless and useless in but I do what I can. It was emotionally draining and I was up late, waaaay past my bedtime. I thank you Mr Married man for training me to function at work with very little sleep. That was helpful today. I know that makes me awful, suffering to assist another human being.

What else would you like to hear? I've got nothing to hide? "nobody reads that shit anyway" Oh, but they do, for you know every word.

It's not about anyone reading it.....its about me writing it. Right now my life is about me. It was never my intention for it to be any different.

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1 comment:

  1. It's not about anyone reading it.....its about me writing it. Right now my life is about me. It was never my intention for it to be any different.

    amen! i started mine partly for me and partly to amuse others with MY reality, what goes on in my head and world. maybe theyll get a clue as to how fucked up i see things and feel about things.

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