Thursday, August 19, 2010

LITTLE FISH, BIG FISH, SWIMMING IN THE WATER.......

I hate this night time, so lonely, and I need something to crave. The pool I fish from is shallow. I restrain myself from wanting for anyone within my reach, and I forbid myself from reaching further or finding another fishing hole.
Have not really applied myself in the quest for someone new, because I’m pretty sure it’s not a good idea at this time. This time is about me. I wanted it, I wanted it this way and I am enjoying my life the way it is. There is more to be made of me yet. The foolishness and mayhem needs to be avoided but sometimes brings me a warm body to sleep next to and the affection that I crave.
I would love to come over and punish myself with your company to get the petting and kissing I need. I know that it’s borrowed, and I know that it’s almost toxic from you. While Dan was toxic in an “agent orange” kind of way, you are only toxic in an “I'm allergic to nuts” kind of way, but just as people who are allergic to cats always attract cats…...you can figure out the rest, and such is life.
Despite my said allergies….off I go.

Goodbye Fishy

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